Pain You Left (Best Version) Lyrics

(Dmac on the fucking track)
I guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that (Andyr) song about me
‘Cause you said forever, now i drive alone past your street

The pain you left really hurt me deep, and I can’t speak
I was balancing my depression, and you found a way to leave
Opened up my heart, then you locked it with a key
Can’t even speak on what i’m feeling can only tell you what I see
Really looked inside the mirror, and it reminded me of me
Not the one in the present, but the one from the past
I been hurt every year, and got cut by some glass
I kinda feel better now, since I left you in the past
I was really keeping tabs, hoping one day you come back
I was really all alone, and felt nothing but sad
Know your wounds then cut me deep, and they never healed fast
Hope you proud of what you did, you then done enough badThe pain you left really hurt me deep, and I can’t speak
I was balancing my depression, and you found a way to leave
Opened up my heart, then you locked it with a key
Can’t even speak on what i’m feeling can only tell you what I see
Really looked inside the mirror, and it reminded me of me
Not the one in the present, but the one from the past
I been hurt every year, and got cut by some glass
I kinda feel better now, since I left you in the pastThe pain you left really hurt me deep, and I can’t speak
I was balancing my depression, and you found a way to leave
Opened up my heart, then you locked it with a key
Can’t even speak on what i’m feeling can only tell you what I see
Really looked inside the mirror, and it reminded me of me
Not the one in the present, but the one from the past
I been hurt every year, and got cut by some glass
I kinda feel better now, since I left you in the pastLeft you in the past, know that shit then made you mad
I was giving you my all, and all you did was fucking laugh
Wish i could take back all them times, that would really make me glad
Wish you could feel what i felt, hell even give you half
Now are memories are fading, they just turning in to ash
I then seen your true colors, you was pretending in a mask
No one cared like I did, but you stabbed me in my back
Hope you proud of what you did, you then done enough bad
Hey, it’s me
I mean, you know that
I know i keep calling, and texting
I don’t mean to be annoying, but this is me trying
I don’t know if, or when you’ll ever call me back
But i was just trying
I don’t know what else you expect me to do
I hope you’re listening to this messageI been hurt every year, and got cut by some glass
I ‘kinda feel better now, since i left you in the pastI know it won’t mean anything at less it’s coming from the heart
So, i just want you to know that i’m sorry
And i’ll keep apologizing for as long as it takes
I know i made a big mistake
I’m sorry for what I did, for what i said, I didn’t mean it
I wish i could take it back, I wish it didn’t knock us off track like it did
I wish you, and me could be back like we were before
Before I let the words come out without thinking it through
I didn’t think it through
I didn’t think about how much it would hurt you
I never meant to hurt you, that was never my intentionHuh?