​what does it mean Lyrics

Didn’t mean to make you cry
I just lost myself tonight
Been havin thoughts inside
Dont know what im doing with my life

What does it mean to just rely
On the things i do before i die
Am i ever gonna be good
Doesnt make much sense to be who i shouldI wish you’d finally answer me
Just tell me what to believe please
Ive heard this silence before
Its so lonely in my house on the floor
What does it mean to be alive
I just sit hеre inside all night
Feel like im losin my mind
But i guеss its alright, its alright